i'm leaving!!

Hello~

ahhh I'm leaving to visit my friends in a couple of hours!! I should probably go to sleep, but I'm too excited/nervous. I can't sleep because:

1. I haven't seen my friends for three years/ missed them and the city that I lived in for most of my childhood
2. I haven't rode on a plane for three years. I actually like plane rides.. even those 18 hour long ones..
3. I'm really nervous because I've changed so much and my friends have probably changed just as much! Besides personality, I've gained my freshman 15 a year earlier, so I'm currently very chubby and slow. u_u
4. I'll be staying at my friend's house, so we'll see how that goes.. >< My stomach makes lots of inappropriate sounds..
5. I'm afraid time will go by too fast and before I know it I'll be back at home, in front of my computer, rotting away... T_T

Anyways, I'll try to take lots of pictures! Now I gotta get a few hours of sleep before I leave!

Oh, btw, do you guys think Baekhyun and Taeyeon are for reals?! I felt really happy when I read the rumors for some reason.. I think they are really cute together. ^o^ but we'll see what SM has to say about this.. just watch them be like "kkaepsongggg"

See you guys in two weeks!

'Til next time~

feeling stupid and... yeah just stupid

Hello~

Soooo....... I'm feeling really stupid right now..

So I sent an email saying that I wanted to cancel something for college, but then I realized that I made a mistake and actually wanted to NOT cancel. So six minutes after sending my first email, I sent it to the lady again apologizing for the mistake and saying that I don't want to cancel.

Guess what. A couple hours later, the lady responds, saying that she cancelled my thing.

Did she not even look at my second email? Plus in the first email, I asked her a couple of questions, and she didn't respond to any of them.

So, I sent another email right away explaining the situation. I really hope she actually reads her email this time, because I really can't have my college thing being cancelled... T-T

I know, it's mostly my fault for making a mistake and sending the email in the first place. FSJDKLFJSDLKJ my life right now is so stressful... The problem is that I'm the one who makes it so stressful.

Sigh. Hopefully it works out. If it doesn't, I guess I can't help it. I learned the hard way. Read the fine print guys! I'll just have to pay for my mistake.. literally.

I also want to kick myself in the butt for not working on all these college documents and forms sooner.. I'm going on a trip later this week and won't be back until July 4th, so I gotta do these in the next couple of days before I go.. T_T stupid of me...

Sorry for not posting nails and other stuff.. I will soon~

'Til next time!

EDIT: Yay she reinstated my thing! Phew...! Now I gotta work on my resume and apply for jobs..

#PrayforSPU

Hello,

I usually don't post about tragedies. or sad happenings in general. I'm a wimp. I try to ignore sad things in my life and focus on the happy things, but it's even more difficult when the sad thing involves the death of a person who I once talked to, worked with, and laughed with.
Thousands of miles away, it's hard to feel the direct effect of the loss of a classmate. It still hasn't hit me yet. Everything feels strange. 

With the increased amount of tragedies, I am beginning to realize how brief life is. In any moment, any one of us could disappear forever. Yet in times of need we begin to truly pay attention. I still remember your smile when we were in the same group for the first time. Even though I didn't really get to know you, you treated me like I was one of your close friends. You made me smile, laugh, and enjoy class. You broke the ice when the rest of us were too shy to talk. Even though you might have forgotten me over the years, I still remembered you, and I always will.

R.I.P. Paul Lee. You and your family and friends will always be in my prayers. 

#PrayforSPU

Last Day for Seniors~~

Hello~!

So I've been watermarking pictures for the past two hours, and looking at my past pics made me really hungry.. Since I'm super behind on posts, I'll try grouping pics chronologically. :P

The last day for seniors was a couple of weeks ago. It actually depended on whether or not you were eligible to exempt finals and stuff, but yeah most of my friends were able to. yay :D

The day was pretty relaxed with almost no work. We just watched movies in class or signed yearbooks and took pictures. :D 

In band, our period won a fundraiser thingy so our reward was a pizza day. We got Domino's pizza, Chick-fil-A chicken nuggets, a cookie, drinks, and a rice crispies treat. Yeah.. Eating healthy is kinda hard if you're given free food like this...

During lunch, we got our last senior treat, which was frozen yogurt! I prefer tart, but they only had vanilla, (it was my first time actually eating vanilla and not sampling it) but it was ok. I got cookie dough and mochi. :D yummmmm

It was our last time walking through these hallways... sort of.. 

Afterwards, my friends and I went to a Korean restaurant/cafe kind of place. A snack hut. The interior was really cute and the waitresses had really cute uniforms too. ^_^ 

The tuna kimbap and the odeng were realy good~ I don't really eat odeng though but the soup was yummy. 

We also ordered tteokbokki with ramen (rabokki), which was good. It was super spicy!! The rice cakes were nice and chewy but overall it was a bit too soupy for my taste. I wish they gave us another egg too. T^T

For dessert we walked to Quickly and got bubble tea. Ginger got milk tea and I got thai tea. yummy~ Quickly is one of the better bubble tea places in my opinion. I haven't been to a lot of bubble tea places though.. I think thai tea is my favorite.. I like honeydew and green tea and taro as well, but they're always a hit or miss. I feel like it's kinda hard to mess up thai tea.. but I may be wrong. :/

The day was busy and filled with lots of eating nonstop, but it was fun. The whole day it still didn't hit me that I would never have to wake up at 7am to go to high school ever again. Looking back, time sure goes by fast. I wish I could go back to this day and eat all the yummy food again~ >_<

Idk.. high school was better than I thought.. until I had to move and then yeah I really didn't focus on liking school, just on passing it. I remember actually crying a lot during sophomore and junior year just cause it was so hard.. I learned from junior year though and was a bit smarter about choosing classes for senior year. For our school, 3 APs should be the maximum for a year.. 4 is pushing it, 5 is crazy, and 6 is ajfsdklfsj.

I'm really craving bubble tea. and patbingsoo. and frozen yogurt. I crave these things all the time.

Next I'll either post nails or about graduation day!

'Til next time~

Update - done with h.s.

Hello~

Graduation was a couple of weeks ago.. but YAYYY finally high school is over!!
I got my driver's license last week too!! yayy!!! I actually did the parallel parking and reverse parking!

I have so much to post, mostly food, but I'm really reluctant to watermark everything right now because I'm just so lazy... Ever since school ended I've become even more and more lethargic, and for some reason all of my past embarrassing memories are flooding my mind.. T^T

I promise I'll upload all of them one day... I couldn't exactly find a part-time job this summer, so I'll have plenty of free time to blog. :D

'Til next time!!